Ventilation - That Broad (Angelique) Is Crazy!

“It’s no good pretending that any relationship has a future if your record collections disagree violently or if your favorite films wouldn’t even speak to each other if they met at a party.” – Nick Hornby, High Fidelity

I don’t know who the hell Nick Hornby is, but he’s got me pegged.

I’m thinking about the time Ice Cube came to FIRST AVENUE back in 92′. The crowd was so extra thick I had to fight to get thru the front doors. I am so serious. I was 18. I had on patent leather knee boots and leopard print leggings with a fitted shirt that had beads and shit hanging off of it (Never again will I go there). Once inside, I made it all the way to the front row. I was PUMPED! During the entire show I had to hold bitches back from bogarting their way into my space. Everyone in that joint wanted to bumrush the show! Never before were my 3 inch heels planted so solid on the ground. I wasn’t going nowhere. Fuck that.

When Cube shined the lights into the audience his eyes popped open in amazement. He said, “Damn, there are alot of Niggas in here tonight ! “. Please understand, I live in Minnesota. Every black person in the entire state was crammed in FIRST AVE. And all of us were singing along like one big happy family - “FUCK YOU ICE CUBE!!!!” We all had our middle fingers in the air. It was a beautiful thing . . . raw energy. I loved it and I’m ghetto and I don’t give a damn.

Blogging is boring to me right now. It’s become more of a chore, than a relaxing hobby. Don’t be suprised if I take a hiatus some time soon.

I hope you will take the time to read the spoken word piece I have selected for this week: “THE CAUSE” by Miguel Pinero. As cliche as it sounds, the more things change, the more they stay the same. Sad but true.

Believe it our not, I really do a great job of censoring myself and this site. I’ve been behaving myself and trying to remain positive and focused. Tis not always an easy task for the kid (me). The three monkies can only hold their postion for so long.

So FUCK! fuck corporate america -fuck weight watchers - fuck broke ass niggas that want to fuck me - fuck bum bitches, who lurk in the background at SAUCYDAME.COM, tryna read between the lines, thinking that they know me - fuck dumb people - fuck grown ass men on some bunk-bed shit - fuck ugly ass rappers- fuck people that want to 69 and owe you 1 - fuck niggas that don’t eat pork but smoke 10 blunts a day, a carton of newports and shack up with white women- fuck white people in general - yeah i said it! fuck ya’ll! - fuck tupac shakur too! - fuck “the blacks” that think “the man” is holding you down - get up - get out and get something, fucking cry babies! - fuck begging ass homeless people - fuck the police- fuck the government - fuck cover charges at the club - fuck men with small penises - fuck video hoes - fuck weak ass women gettin’ their chins checked buy some pussy clot of a man - fuck unruly, disrespectful teenagers - fuck my high ass internet bill - fuck your religion - fuck the horrid state of todays black music - fuck christmas - fuck nepotism - fuck red neck “tricks” rollin’ through my black neighborhood, looking for a “dick suck” - fuck this crappy economy-fuck brothers on the down low (homo-thugs) - fuck women with mustaches and men with titties - fuck trying to be the most popular person online - fuck you know-it-alls - fuck nerds online who think they are hip-hop experts - fuck what you’re going through - fuck what you’re feeling right now - fuck what you heard - fuck what you think you know - fuck you if you are taking this to heart - don’t like it here? oh, well last time i checked nobody is holding a gun to your head - so go fuck yourself! fuck the world, don’t ask me for shit and everything you get, you gotta work hard for it.

*exhale* I feel so much better. Thanks for stopping by.